当初一头栽下去，就没有说反悔的理由。
他依然是我选择的那个，只是在工作上依旧争执，依旧坚持自己。
好久好久，家里一直都是我最好的避风港湾，曾几何时，它竟然让我不想回家的念头，
是逃避？是厌倦？还是它失去了我向往的温暖？
妈不再了，他带了另一个回家，我们选择沉默，选择无声抗议，
为什么他那么生气？他竟然选择带回家，为什么我们不能选择我们的意愿？
以前家里总是光亮一片，如今回家感觉在一个即熟悉又陌生的家里，
伸手不见五指，除了外头的4客小灯，神桌上的灯之外，全部一片黑暗，
我说爸你是中邪了还是跟姑姑怄气？需要吗？本是同根生，
为何为了一个不相干的女人而赌气？姑姑一直都无法关灯睡觉，那东西会弄她，
何苦呢？这些日子姑姑怎么过，我不敢去想，也无法去想，
哪怕触碰到一点点，心就紧紧楸着，一贯的撑着，却撑不住那该死的泪。。
take out my phone's and scroll down my contact list,
Suddenly--i'm SMILE..there's no one that i can call..
throw the phone on the corner,lay on my bed,looking the fan switching on ceiling..
heart keep bleeding,tears lost control..
what i can do?? or else..what should i do?
life seem like full-fill but actually is empty..
day past day..live look like without spirit,
u keep smiling,u keep strong,now matter how u act..
even tired..but continue to going on..
what means TIRED?..
Tired is-- u try ur best to resolve ppl problem that ppl ask u to help..
but no one's gonna help u when u facing problem..that's call TIRED..
(FAMILY)..there was a house we called HOME..
is warming/sunny/laugh and get close together love each other..
Since YOU gone..there are disappear..
back to home..look around..new renovate,and look strange too..
Mom..would u come back? Pls bring back the memory that u left..
i'll need you now..
