i do not know that everything is going to harder..
i though that is the way can make me home lot of time,
but then,i found that everything that i done is leave my home at behind..
i try to work harder and harder more,
but time are always faster than me,
365 days, the most headache on Chinese New Year,
i miss home badly,i wanna go home.
i wanna at home whole day..
and yet,he told me that infor my family,
will not home to cook everything on this 2 year onward..
suddenly,heart is stop working, wanna cry out loud,but im not..
why he can done this and said to me..
i follow what he want and what he said everything..
i just wanna back home on new year..
u care about your father,,as i am same too..
and i could not back home a week by week..
i just only take dinner on saturday night at outside..
even i just wanna back home after work,
is just only couple hours and back to your house..
if you feel that is not fair with your father,
is that fair for me too?
i hate everything all including you when you want me to leave it,
i always feel that wanna leave you too when you force to leave my home away..
even when a men need a woman on bed,i am not interesting at all..
heart sometimes not feeling in love, i know this is danger..but is real..
continue...
